Hi, just to say I'm back from the hospital and fine, except the fact I got an otitis and feel like banging my head against the nearest wall even if it's absolutely stupid.
I didn't suffered from my operation and I'm slowly recovering. The surgers were happy witht the result and I'm waiting for everything to scar properly.

For those who don't know what operations it were I'll say it's just a little formality. Maybe ~TransboyZax will post some photos at some point if he feels like doing it...

I'd like to add a great special thank to *carocha for taking care of me as much as she does and being so nice, patient and loving

hi folks, got some news!

first, I've a new PC, I bought all the pieces, assembled them and now everything's working properly! the beast is really amazing, switching from a Pentium 4 to an Intel Dual-Core 2.5GHz makes you feel really mighty and it's the first time I've got a PC that's cooler inside the box than outside

second, I got my results and I can proudly say that next year I'll be a second year student following video games classes in the greatest public computer graphic school of Europe (and *carocha too, she even got better results). we both got a "satistfaction" mention, means we got an average mark that's more than 12/20^^
I hope I didn't waste everything being schnapps drunk to get my results

third, I'm back to The Elder Scrolls, playing not Morrowind this time, but Oblivion, and I looove being an assassin (seems that I can't help but play a true infamous character in that game, it's so much more fun...)

so well, everything's okay for now and for a good while I hope

I'll say it quickly: MY PC IS DEAD
it was killed by trains they got my graphic board first, now it's the mother board... if you're interested in PC components, ask, I'm selling what can be saved.
I've gotta buy a new PC that can run 3DSMax, Maya and Adobe CS3...
(fortunatly my external HD is safe!)

[for explaination]
my flat is located between two railroads and each time a train passes by it creates electric perturbation (because trains need a lot of energy I assume). you probably know that computers do NOT like tension changes and that they can make your system instable and crash components. within one year, me and *carocha had to change both our graphic boards, a RAM board for me, her alimentation block and box fan... that's annoying.

I've got a GeForce6200, you can run Oblivion with that, someone is interested? or do you find it hard to find DDR RAM?

looks like a month since the last update... I've really been into a great amount of work again and it's not gonna finish until July.
First I'd like to thank the peoples who did their best to leave me constructive comments, it'll be helpful I think

[part about infography classes]
if I've been in such a rush it was because our layout teacher asked *carocha and I some illustrations to be completed for the presentation day of the school (y'know, to show the students' works to potential future students visiting the school)
it was a lot of work and stress so no time to connect (and in the end we couldn't be exposed because the space lacked T T)


after that I thought it'd be okay but realized we had other works to do for visual communication, 3D animation, Flash , Photoshop and Painter classes. and next week we've got to make a presentation of a class about scanners and a comparative critique of two paintings...
damn them all!
we finally had to buy some kinda medicine things to get energy and calm down (I am very nervous), like ginseng and all...



[part about irl]
our neighbours proposed us a rabbit. they couldn't keep it because their new dog wanted to eat it. since *carocha had been wanting a rabbit for months I couldn't refuse though I was damn reluctant, fearing a lot for all the cables around my PC.


the rabbit was named Panpan like the one in Bambi but we thought we'd changed his name. he was a bit shy at the beginning, getting out and in his cage every 10 seconds but discovering a little more our small flat each time. I said it was like when playing a game and feeling the need to save all the time even if you just did nothing for 10 minutes and *carocha decided thus to name him GAME
still we call it 'Lapin' when calling him Lapin means rabbit. duh.


we are really lucky with him, he's not interested in cables of any kind, he's really nice, rather calm, very silent, loving to be cuddled and very very soft since he's angora he's relax and rather interested in vegetables...

okay, I know I've been dead lately but I have really a LOT of work for school! and since I'm really LAME in the most important class(3D mod) I *have* to success no matter what in the other classes.

that's the reason I'm asking if some of you could take some time to comment a bit on my works, I'd really like an external view and advices to improve as much as possible!

one of the classes I'm really hoping to have an excellent mark in is the layout class. our exam consists in making a book with 10 illustrations made by papercutting (>wiki)
it means we have to give shape to our illustration not by drawing in black on a white sheet, but by cutting a black sheet to keep just the lines of the drawing! then we'll colorise the same way, but cutting colored papers to put under the "lineart", just like if we were making a Photoshop CG in traditional art.


this is a first illustration. I colored it on PS to get an idea of the colors I want but I'd like to know what's your feeling toward this.
and I yet know it's a big work, no need to tell
what matters is really the colors. the work must be "graphic".
oh, and the size of the sheet is 50x65cm (raisin), it's quite big in fact.
I'll post the illustrations I've yet colored one after the other to avoid flooding your devwatch box (if it's yet flooded you must be watching my scaps...)

A WHOLE BUNCH OF THANKS TO THOSE WHO'LL TAKE A BIT OF THEIR TIME TO COMMENT!!!

I'm a Bleach fan!
[not interesting part]
I started to read the manga Bleach when the tome 5 had just been released in France, it makes... some years now. I introduced some friends to this awesome shônen, got spoiled a lot because they watched the anime whereas I didn't... =_=

Still, lately I finally introduced my girlfriend and she read all my mangas, download as much episodes as possible... and we watched them.
I have to say that it reminded me HOW MUCH I love this manga! and how much I love Kurotsuchi Mayuri, the mad scientist in place...

[a bit more interesting part]
So... I thought I'd warn you Bleach fanarts are coming soon.
I've started a "fancomic" (hmm, just drawings, no panels). The topic is "If Hojo and Mayuri met..." and it's kinda PWP, just for fun and fanservice...


Byyy the way! it's been a moment I didn't feature anyone so let's go through Kurotsuchi Mayuri fanarts!



[beside]
I uhm, lost many files apparently, and among them my unfinished 25K kiriban... so I'm redoing it all TRADART this time!!! I'm pissed with PS and AI!!!
many kitties shots coming soon for kitties' luf, I'm still working on my new theme, it's slowly reaching the end... gambaru yo!
oh, and I have TONES of work to do for school but i'm also tryin to find time to make tutos out of my classes for you folks... ToT

Okay, random.
I'm not dead. But I'm sick (Influenza, yay! ) and currently staying at home and missing the philosophy class (though I like it so much...).

The school's begun and we've got to learn lots of things very quickly like mastering Adobe Illustrator within 30 hours of classes, we've learnt to count in binary within one hour... 0, 1, 10, 11, 100, 101, 110, 111, 1000... (that's 0, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8), conversions, additions, divisions, substractions, multiplications... I've hardly ever found maths so interesting!
The sketch anatomy teacher yet hates me I think.
I'm in love with 3DStudioMax *tried to design a table that could fit in Ikea's catalogue*
blah blah blah...

That gives you an idea of the work we have I assume...
So sorry if I can't answer all your messages etc... my attention goes first to the club ~profhojofans...

The 25K kiriban will come I promise, I've started the colo since I could finally scan it.
I've translated my fic FutariDe Hitori JyaNai in English, it'll come soon.
And I've many other things to upload!

But for now, I'm going to bed...

Hi Folks, I'm glad to introduce you to the [Vixen NEWS] part of my journal! I'll update this journal when I'll want to tell you things about me like I'm gonna do today!

First, I could fix my PC thanks to the help of my dear darling, *carocha and a friend of mine. This is a good thing after more than two month of informatic diet. Ergl.

Second, I'm moving with *carocha to Namur, Belgium, tomorrow (Sep 10/2007). This is also a good thing. But I don't think I'll be able to connect to internet quickly as a WiFi card will probably be needed and we don't have any, of course.

Third, I finished my new ID, HURRAY!!! took me weeks! but I'm not uploading it until all my theme is finished... he he he... (plus I'm sure I'm gonna have problem to ul it... anyway)

Fourth... uhm, if you have some time, take a look at my darling's gallery and eventually let her some comments, that'd be nice cuz she does good works but you know how popularity rules, huh... = =

Fifth... I became the new owner of
As a great Hojo fan, I'm very proud of it of couse.

That's all for this time, folks!

*carocha and I are moving to Namur, Belgium.
In case you didn't know, my darling seems to have Tetris Master powers combined with Marry Poppins' magic abilities, that way she can hide 100K of random things in a tiny lil box... That way I hadn't guessed she had so much stuff to take with her and was quite amazed in front of the quantity of bags, boxes and all she had...

Last Monday we arrived in Namur with most of our stuff (so it means LOTS of things). Our apart's owner had told us there was only the wallpaper to put to finish everything fine, but well, there wasn't just the wallpaper to do so we got back to Lille in great joy and happiness *huge sarcasm*

So we should be moving either next Friday or Monday!
I cross fingers, school begins on the 14th...

Today, Aug 20, 2007, I went to Paris see my psychiatre and he finally gave me the authorisation for my hormonotherapy, tomorrow my endocrinologue is gonna give me the hormones prescription, I hardly believe it happened so quickly all of a sudden, after over one year of struggling!
I can't wait to discover my new voice, more of a true male, and the other effects... I am very happy!
And I don't care if you don't understand a word in this, sorry, but I'm just very happy! I had to share even without return, to get this excess of joy out of me... It's 20:02

...if you only want to know.

First, I'm gonna be engaged with my girlfriend. She's on dA under the pseudonym *carocha if you weren't aware. That's probably the best thing happening to me.

Second, I'm gonna move to Namur in Belgium for my studies. I'm gonna enter the HEAJ (Haute Ecole Albert Jacquard) to reach a little more my dream of working in video games conception.

Third, I don't wanna look emo so I'll always be fine no matter what!

I want a white kitty!

Me and my dear girlfriend found baby blackbirds in the garden, fallen off a tree... the younger was dead but the other was kinda safe and sound though too young to fly... The borought being highly populated by cats (mine among them) we decided to take it home.
Some internets researches and calling my best friend's father (ornithologist) and my darling's best friend (who yet dealed with that situation) and we began to take care of our little birdy...
We don't know yet if it's male or female so I decided its name would end with "el" because angel ain't male nor female... So go for Ezeckiel Pialiel because I like the name Ezeckiel (means God gives strength and lil bird's gonna need it!) and because baby bird sounds like Pia Pia and in French exists the verb "piailler" meaning chipchiping if i can say so...
I'll post photos of Pia-Pia^^ it's growing so quickly... yesterday it was still crawling and today it almost walk and jump! T^T ...I'm so proud of it, even if now my darling calls me Papa Oiseau (Daddy Bird)

In quick words:
I hate heat. I hate noisy stinky babies.
I hate babysitting noisy stinky babydoll on a hot day. for free moreover.

Right now there's a big storm tearing the sky up with thunder, awesome blue light and drum rolls... And rain. I love rain's smell. The wind stopped and in some way it's better like that 'cause it was quite strong and messed up some things in my room. Now it's okay and I can reopen the window...

I feel really good right now. I think I'm getting a new energy, the ideas flows my brains, I want to draw, to paint, to write, to create animations...
Of course I just can't do that all together
...but it makes me... serene.





Waking from my dreams I got stunned by the sound of silence. I got up and did my morning ritual in the bathroom even if it was rather evening than morning. Whatever is the hour, when I wake up it's always morning for me, that way I can have several days in one if I want to.

The Machine, my computer was silent. I felt like wanting to hear something precise and started with The Dancers on the Ice, by Emilie Simon. Then I answered all I had to answer on Y!Gallery, then biggest part here on DA.

16:10
I go downstair. Not a single noise but a night butterfly flapping to the window. He never passed though the open panel I think, insects can be stupid. In the garden I saw my cat, I felt some raindrop on my skin. The stupid animal ran away when I stepped in her direction. She's gonna be wild for a moment again I think, too much people at home scared her. Walking through the house I find two pokémon goodies, probably toys recently offered to the babygirls by their grandfather. I take them, later I'll hide them in my bedroom. Goodies are too good for noisy little girls that even don't know Pokémon and the Powerpuff Girls (I hope I can steal the Bubbles plushy too).

16:20
When there's dried noodles, when the weather isn't too hot, dried noodles is the only thing I eat. I replaced the water by milk. It's good.

16:30
I started writing this. I'm all alone at home, everything is silent but my keyboard when I'm typing and The Machine playing Emilie Simon. I even don't hear myself breathing, my hear beatting. Am I still alive?

20:08, it took 8 minutes for my PC to start. grrr.
I'm gonna try to answer all the messages I have tonight.
yay, I'm back with money, paper, watercolour, some works I'll have to scan, and my mother commissioned a "chevalière" (let's say a ring) for me so I can give her back (I know I should stop stealing everybody's rings). It'll be made for the 2nd of September, hehe, funny date for me X3

Now let's answer the comments... XD